We met each other 10 months ago

We have been loving each other so much.

He was very active in church and lost faith in the way (all these happened before we knew each other)

I was involved in God ministry since I was young and lost faith as well

But I’ve been yearning for God’s presence ever since

He gets happy when he speaks about the ministry work he did yet gets angry when he thinks about certain things that were done in the church

So we have been having sex and lots of it and sometimes we skip church on sundays, we hardly talk about God, we do acknowledge we need and want God but we would rather not talk about it.

I’m being very frustrated cause I long for God and I can’t do this life thing with him especially after I’ve lost my dad about 5 months ago

I want to leave this relationship but I love and care about him and us