Pretty sad :(

So today my brother dug his nails into my leg and he threw a book at me because i was just joking around with him. I texted my crush and told him bc he's always there for me and that made me feel a little bit better but every time I lock my door and try to be by myself because I always am cleaning and people come in without knocking, he bangs on the door and assumes I'm watching porn which even if I was I should be able to be alone. My mom isn't there for me and my dad loves to lecture me so I just had to rant 🥺