I feel so bad

I feel horrible for saying this, but I’m really over this cluster feeding crap 😐😐 my LO is almost 5 weeks and after 10pm it’s literally non stop. As soon as I think she’s good and sleeping deep. NOOOOOOOPE here she is smacking her lips and munching on her hands again. She turned 5 weeks today, how can I make this stop 😩😩my nipples hurt so bad once it’s all done, I can’t even stand to latch her on during the day anymore