I kinda feel bad

So I’ve been with my bf for 7 months. The past like 4, I really haven’t felt like a priority and i had talked to him about it multiple times and nothing changed. He always has something better to do (aka bars) and never stays home to spend time with me. We see each other maybe 1 hour a day since our schedules are different, and we live together... And on our days off, he always wants to go out and I’m not 21 so I can’t go with him. I always just sit at home and cry from frustration. Well he went out again like a week ago and it was just the last straw. I think he’s noticed that I have really backed off and haven’t really been trying to make him spend time with me and now he’s being really overly lovey to me and I feel like it’s because he thinks he’s going to lose me. That’s the only bad thing in our relationship and he’s getting a new job soon so I’m not going to leave him over it but I feel bad that he thinks I’m going to leave him so he feels like he has to compensate for being rude the past couple months. But at the same time, it’s been so nice to actually see him so I kinda want to keep him in this sweet spot.. idk.