Need advice

Okay so first off I’m 20 years old and I am terrified of my mom’s opinion on the way I dress, my tattoos and even what jewelry I wear. So I ordered a pair of fake gages 8 months ago and absolutely love them, their only like 5cm long. Well I ordered another pair and they’re 7 cm and huge hoop like things. I didn’t realize how big they were and I can’t return them because they were custom. I really want to wear them but I’m terrified of what my mom is going to think. The whole point was to wear fake gages because I don’t want to actually have to go through the process of gaging my ears.

My mom can be pretty harsh and I’m terrified of her making comments about this. I just want to be confident and happy and wear what I like. My other worry is if I’m going to look okay in them, I’m really petite and don’t want them to draw people away from me face but at the same time they are supposed to be a statement piece! Please can someone give me some advice