A little rant

So my husband ask for another baby. I dnt think im ready because we live far away from my family. And handling my baby girl alone right now is very tough. Im a ftm.

Plus, i just got to know that his side of the family has muscular dystrophy. His father and bro and also sister. I knew this last year when my baby was 2 months old. And im still figuring out abt this cause non of his family members wanna talk abt it. I think they are selfish and so is my husband!

Its myotonic myscular dystrophy. If any one knows abt it pls kindly share.

But im just ready for another baby. Its just that im really scared abt the muscular thing.