My husband is giving me anxiety attacks and panic attacks

So I got married 9 months ago and my husband and I are living with his parents and we are trying to save up for a house. In February I got hurt at my job and had to quit. My husband told me to find a full time job so i did I’m now working at Starbucks I love working there my coworkers are super nice but the bad part of it is the pay is lower then we though and now he just became a supervisor at his job and he is making a lot more money then me . So he been pushing me and telling. That I need another job because my job doesn’t pay enough and we are never get a house which I get but I dont have a ged and a lot of places in Long Island New York doesn’t pay more then 12.77$ unless ur in the medical field ... so now I’m anxiety attack and panic attacks because I’m going to have to work 2 full time jobs so I can make as much as him I don’t know what to do. My Starbucks job I have to be up at 430 am to be there at 5am to work a 8 hour shift so I’m stuck and I keep having panic attacks that stop me for doing things !!!

I’m never going to get my fairy tale ending. A house and kids