This isnt like the first time🤦🏼‍♀️

I had a miscarriage a year ago, but while i was pregnant, holy shit it was the best pregnancy ever. No puking, no dizzyness, i loved strawberrys and i just had to pee a lot. Well now a little over a year later and im pregnant again😆 im so excited, so dont get me wrong.. THIS pregnancy IS SO DIFFERENT, i puke 24/7, im so light headed and dizzy that i cant go into work because thats a injury waiting to happen and they dont want that- so i havent been to work in almost a week! I was eating soo much, and now i barely eat at all🤦🏼‍♀️.. im only 4-5 weeks along (blood wise) or 6 weeks if you go by first day of last period.

Will this ever get better?!😭 i would much rather have a HORRIABLE pregnancy that goes full term with a healthy baby, than a perfect pregnancy that ends in a miscarriage- but damnit i need to go to work😭