ARGH!!!

Who wants to be sick at the money wasted on FR tests!!!?? They are so expensive and when you get a negative you want die inside!!! You stand in front of a window, light, torch light of your phone. Anything, everything in desperation and all for nothing. Bin full of many cheapies and a few FR and CB! I want my money back and to have some patience! But neither can happen! Help how does everyone deal with the 2ww? I’m bloody broke because of all these tests and the anxiety that comes with every test then the after math, the wave of sadness knowing another month will go by and no baby. Help someone, how do I deal with this every month?