I sometimes feel ungrateful...

I’m so lucky to have a healthy pregnancy & even the chance to experience pregnancy but I sometimes feel ungrateful. I had anxiety prior being pregnant & I hated it, now with the pregnancy it made it much worse that idk how to handle it. Otherwise I had it easy, no morning sickness. Yet I see women puking their whole pregnancy and still looking happy & going out to eat & enjoying it even if at times they can’t keep anything down... I just wish I was a little more optimistic. Just a little rant, I know we all handle things differently and regardless pregnancy isn’t a breeze.