I feel like I have no support anymore...

Today, I discovered something on my husbands phone. It’s an app that you can meet people for hookups on, and I read his messages. They were disgusting and I’m so angry over this. I’m trying to stay calm for this pregnancy since I’m only 7 weeks, but this has torn a hole in me.

I confronted him about it and he didn’t say a thing. He seems to be acting like its nothing but I let him know it’s not. But what do I do? I know we haven’t been having sex since we found out, but it’s not my fault. He should have said something to me. He should have said he was sexually frustrated. I even offered oral sex to him several times before but he turned it down saying “I’m fine honey.”

What do I do? How do I move on from this? This is something I was not expecting and not seeing happening. He’s been talking to women for weeks and having phone sex. How do you get past that? I can’t even look at him without being angry or hurt. My last marriage ended in divorce for this same reason. I thought he was different, never once i the several years I’ve known him have I doubted him, now I don’t think I can trust him.

I feel alone. I’m in a new city away from home and family, I have no friends here, and now my husband is isolated. I need support with my pregnancy and I’m not sure where to get it.