I’m sick of being obese

I’m so sick of being this way. I really need to get my life on track. I have been so depressed that I don’t even wanna get out of bed anymore. I want a baby so bad. But I can’t seem to stop eating. I cry all the time. Someone please tell me I’m not alone. I feel so alone 😢 I can’t talk to anyone I know about it bc they don’t get it. I’m always the biggest person in the room. Sorry if this is the wrong group to post this in just venting I guess