Two under one!!

I’m writing this here because I feel like I can’t talk to anybody around me yet. I have a 4 month old baby girl and I’ve just found out I’m pregnant, I am so angry with myself and my OH for letting this happen. I thought we had been careful and I was on the contraceptive pill. I’m terrified. Terrified of what people will think, terrified of the effect it will have on my 7 year old and my baby girl. I’m worried about how exhausting a new born is, and not having enough attention for my children. I also won’t be able to go back to work after my maternity leave. We can manage financially without me working for a while. We tried for so long for our baby girl, and I have never been happier when I found out.. why am I so sad and scared this time around. 😪 xxx