I don’t hate her, but I’m so fucking annoyed at her that I can’t stand being in the same room as her. I hate being at her house. All she does is complaining about her husband who’s a fucking alcoholic but she does nothing to make him quit, she buys him alcohol and then comes to me to rant and thinks that I actually listen?? He never does anything to help her and she pays all the bills and they literally fight every single fucking day.

Sometimes I just want to scream in her face. She tells me what to do and what to wear. Like “oh honey that top is way to short” or “you don’t dear to wear those shorts outside”. And she’s a fucking racist, homophobic piece of shit that does nothing but complain about everyone whose not white. It pisses me off so much and I tell her to stop but she never listens to me. Just like I’ve told her for 3 years to leave her husband but she only cares about herself. He stole money from me 4 times to buy alcohol and she did nothing about it. She’s so stupid, I don’t understand how someone can be that dumb. Every time he drinks they have a fight and he either leaves if locks himself in their room.

She’s also a bad mom. She told me and my friend that we were boring since were teenagers who don’t drink, smoke or party. And my brother is 14 and smokes and she think that’s okay because she started smoking when she was 13 so why shouldn’t he do the same? Like are you fucking dumb??? And when I told my dad about it she told me not to do it because that would be very bitchy of me.

Of course she’s nice too, but most of the time she is like I’ve described her and I don’t want to be with her. Sometimes I think about cutting her off or never visiting her again for a while.