Horrible Decision

A month ago I had an abortion, I always felt like i didn’t want kids and it was an honest mistake. The condom broke and when i found out officially that i was pregnant a ton of emotions came out. my bf was okay with having a child but at first i wasn’t , then the roles switched due to the fact that we wouldn’t be able to financially give our child everything. everything was surreal and i would never wish that on my worst enemy i didn’t have to have the surgical procedure but still til this day i get emotional and regret it. I think the only reason my bf was okay with it was because of me. even tho it was the right call i still feel the guilt. how do i get past this. it’s like every time i get on social media everyone is pregnant and i just have this feeling of resentment and regret.