A waste of four years

After four years and after a miscarriage, depression and severe anxiety my boyfriend decided to tell me he didnt want a relationship and he was unhappy. I know he will be back but when he comes back I don’t want him back. But right now it hurts and for some reason i feel so betrayed and lied to.

Update: wtf . Now this is me txting his mama . Im starting to feel like she didnt like me because who tells another woman this. I dont know whether to go off or let it go. Because im not finna have sex with somebody and be uncomfortable and all they doing is cumming and im not . Df i am really mad. She is right about what i said but sex. 👎🏽no morals. You can have sex with a million people and feel nothing.