My boyfriend of 7 years...

Hi everyone im26 years old I've been with my boyfriend for 7 years now n he's the love of my life n my best friend. We grew up together.

As u can see there is a but here😑 our relationship is not going anywhere n we have lived together on n off but because of finance problems we live with our families now.

He told me that he is not in a position to get married and he doesn't know when he would get there n i can't be in this situation any longer. My friends are getting married people are like ur gonna be old n not married and honestly i say i don't care bt i do i wanna be married n be in love sounds too hard to get!!!

Now!

I have an opportunity to leave my country for canada for masters i haven't applied yet but I'm thinking about it. I don't know if i should end my relationship which is nt going anywhere over my "success"

I should add that every time i tried to break up it broke me instead... n i get so weak physically and mentally we've broke up once for months n it nearly killed me

I don't know what to do... any advice?