Am I broken?

I can’t.... (don’t want to???).... orgasm. I stopped enjoying sex ttc our 2nd. During pregnancy it was painful, and after.... well I can’t even explain how much I hated it. I love my husband and he tries everything in the freaking book...

As long as

1. Can’t touch my boobs because I’m nursing and that just feels weird.

2. Can’t touch my clit because it’s like over stimulation and I die laughing... 🤷🏻‍♀️ wtf

So I’ve tried some toys... even the one from amazon that stimulates your g spot and sucks/vibrates your clit too. And I think I could... but I can’t. The build up feels like icy hot running up my legs from my vagina.

So if you’ve stuck with me so far. Sex either feels like nothing, or it hurts, or it starts to feel good right as it’s over.

What’s wrong with me?! Did baby break my body? Or is it my mind? **because we had sex after a couple margaritas one night and it was just fine. But I don’t want to drink to enjoy sex. Sigh...