My baby from the very beginning has never been attached to anyone not me, her dad nor grandparents. I was home for 5 months with her and breastfed her, played with her, read her books. She was a colicky baby, i spent a lot of time trying to get her to stop crying. I had no help as a FTM and my husband was only able to take the first week off I’m sure I had PPD as I was very unhappy. My husband did help a lot when he was home but I was still unhappy and sad. I didn’t talk to my doctor about it as I was ashamed. Now it’s 10 months and I’m much happier as a mom and I feel like we finally bonded. She still doesn’t light up when she sees me or my husband or anyone else really but I’ve come to accept it. She has no stranger anxiety as she will go to anyone as long as they entertain her. She doesn’t cry for me or my husband. When alone with her we play and she’s happy but I leave and nothing. Is this normal for not to be attached to anyone now have stranger anxiety?