WTAF IS GOING ON IM GONNA CRY

Okay listen...I know you guys can’t tell me what’s really going on, but I’m stuck in the airport during a layover with nothing to do for the next 2 hours so I have time to bitch and cry about my stupid ass body.

HERE GOES. I have a literal perfect 27-28 day cycle every month. I ovulate on cycle day 13-14, confirmed by opk, every month. My period always starts out with major cramps, maybe a little spotting and then full blown heavy bleeding for about 4-5 days. Literally I have never ever had abnormal spotting or breakthrough bleeding unless I was on some form of birth control that caused it.

The hubs and I are TTC number 4. I’ve had 3 pregnancies, 3 babies. No miscarriages. Zero bleeding with each one and always a blazing positive by 12DPO.

I’m currently 13DPO. On Sunday at 9DPO I started spotting brown blood, only when I wiped and not consistently. This has continued since then every day, not getting heavier. It doesn’t show up on a pad. It’s only brown, sometimes pink. Below I’ll attach some pictures of the EXPENSIVE first response tests I’ve been wasting money on every day.

Sunday:

Monday:

Tuesday:

Today:

If I was pregnant, wouldn’t there be a noticeable line by now?!?!

I’m so confused. I know the answer is “just wait. Test in a day or two.” BUT YOU GUYS I HAVE AN ANXIETY DISORDER I CANT WAIT 😭😭😭😭

Also I’ve been spoiled AF by my previous pregnancies which were textbook.

Anyway, not expecting anyone to give me a miracle here, really just venting. Thanks for coming to my Houston Hobby Airport Bitch Session.