Okay. My SO and I broke up. He said that he has been wanting an open relationship for while and has never believed in one person was meant for another. He’s also bisexual and wanted to explore that part of himself. And I just found all this out.

We have two kids together.

Anyways, following the breakup we’ve been hooking up every night (we had sex every couple days before then) and the sex is so good.

This break up has been super hard on me and adjusting to being a single mom has been even harder. But that hour or so of having sex just seems to take it all away. I know this isn’t going to last forever

He’s also my best friend and I am him. So he allows me to cry into his arms sometimes and has been helping me try to move past this. Each day he’s been giving me a new boundary and today is the no texting or calling.

I don’t relate the sex at all to the relationship in my mind. Like I know that we will never be together but our sex life together is great and it helps me forget about all the mess that’s around it.