Kill me now...

My sweet boy (13.5 weeks) was sleeping through the night. Now he is trying to sleep all day and waking up again once a night but I can't go back... this is hell. You cant show me paradise then take it away. Tis cruel sir!

Anyway not to be so melodramatic, he is going through a growth spurt in between leap 3 & 4 so his sleep/eat is all off. I can feel the difference in him when I pick him up and his clothes are not fitting right.

Sometimes I feel like I'm not doing this parenting right but the boy loves me and he is thriving so I think he is okay. Thank God for you all...otherwise this is super lonely.

Anyone else wondering what to do after swaddling? What about self weening, is that for only breast fed babies or for everyone? Will he sleep at night again sooner than later? When will this weight be off me? Will I ever feel like myself again? Will the guilt of not going back to work ever go away? Will sex ever feel right again? Why doesnt anyone ever come over to see me anymore? Where have all my friends gone? Does my baby have everything he needs?

I'm asking for a friend...lol