Jealous 😞

I’m watching my “sister’s” kids right now and I can’t help but want to cry. I’ve wanted kids for long but my boyfriend doesn’t even want to try right now. And I respect that, I really do, but I want a baby and it’s killing me not having one. He wants to stop having kids by the time he’s 30 and he’s 25 now, and wants 3 kids in the future. It seems like everyone I know is pregnant or has a newborn or a toddler and I can’t help but be sad every time I see it all over social media because I just want a baby so bad😭😭