.. so we’ve had some difficulty with sex due to the pressure of TTC and performance issues on his behalf. He isn’t overly confident so he never initiates sex. So this month I avoided all questions regarding ovulation so there wasn’t excess pressure.. yesterday was my ovulation day (use opks) and last night to my surprise we were watching a movie cuddled in and he started kissing me, then my neck, then down my entire body towards my tummy and hips, then to my thighs.. fast forward 5 minutes and I was shaking dripping wet all over his face as he ate me out, as soon as he made me cum he come right back up, kissing my body all of the way and slowly put it in, I was so wet it was so easy to slip in... there should have been a wet floor sign surrounding my lady parts 😂

Anyway, he is quite gentle and I like rough so we usually compromise but there was NO hesitation, he started thrusting into me so hard and deep, I was so taken aback my hips shot upwards and he put his hands on either side of my waist and pushed me back down to the bed and continued thrusting. I could barely control myself, he had one hand on my neck, the other holding himself up and me down I guess. It was amazing! We have never had sex like this before, I feel like we connected on so many new levels.

Plot twist: after we both finished and cleaned up, he come into the room and says “oh by the way, I saw the positive ovulation test in the bathroom” with the biggest smirk on his face. I ain’t even mad🙄