Keep having nightmares 😫

I am 15 weeks and i keep having these horrible horrible horrible nightmares about losing this baby. I’ve had three first trimester losses and two of those were natural and they were terrible experiences. I kept dreaming i was cramping and went to the bathroom to check for blood and it was bright red and began to pour out of me. I would wake up almost instantly and go to the bathroom to check...nothing was there obviously but i kept feeling like something was wrong and my body was preparing me for it or something. Especially since it happened two more times tonight. I feel exhausted and like i didn’t get any rest last night. I’ve also not been able to stay asleep or get comfortable so this has not helped!!!!

Ughhhh i have had so many dreams like this over the course of this pregnancy and it just scares the absolute shit out of me. I know they’re just dreams but it puts the worst anxiety and thoughts into my head and just makes my already awful anxiety worst 😩.

Idk why i keep having these dreams!!!!