I love this man. I'm honestly truly madly deeply in love with him. He came into my life during really really hard times in my life and has been like a breath of fresh air ever since. I fell so fast for him. Weve been seeing each other for two months now and I know that may be soon and I dont want to scare him but I love him. We talk about our future together all the time and he tells me everyday he's going to marry me one day. Leaving isnt an option for us and I love that ab our relationship.

It scares me so bad that I let myself get in this deep without letting him fall first because if I lost him, I would be losing my best friend, boyfriend, safety, additional happiness, and honestly my family member. He's everything to me and it scares me thinking that he may never actually fall in love with me because in my head, I've already fallen head over heels so why hasnt he😔