Momma vent

Little guys two week check up didn’t go as planned. I have a gene to blister disorder and we figured he had it as well. Doctor ended up sending us to the ER just to verify it’s not herpes simplex virus just to be 100% safe. Left at 1:30 to get to his appointment and didn’t get home until 8:30 tonight. Never thought I’d be grateful that my baby boy inherited his mommas condition but I’d much rather that thaN HSV. He’s negative for HSV but still a long road of dermatology appointments. He is totally exhausted from the day and hardly getting to sleep. He over ate from all of the stress so he has a tummy ache. I can hardly put him down without him crying. We’re both exhausted. I’m emotional and tired and having a hard time between being grateful it’s not a deadly thing and sad that he has what I have. There was a 50/50 chance my kids got this and my older son doesn’t have it so I guess we proved that statistic right. Prayers for us please at this post. Momma. Is a little bit of a mess right now. He’s still perfect in every way and totally healthy otherwise. Thank god.