I feel ignored

Im the middle child so I never get much attention and when I do it’s not the good kind, I’m usually being yelled at. I have anxiety and depression but whenever i try to talk about it to my mom she yells at me or complains or says she to tired to talk yet whenever one of my brothers needs something she’s right there. She always favors them over me and my dad ignores me and yells at me all the time so I’m forced to bottle up everything and if I cry they either don’t care or yell at me. I’ve tried going to a therapist but she assumed I was anorexic (I’m not) and I just wasn’t comfortable sharing with her. I don’t know what to do and I honestly can’t take it anymore.