Repeat c section

I don’t remember being this scared and nervous when I had my first 3 years ago, probably because I didn’t have any health isssues and now I do. Has anyone on here had multiple c sections and everything went okay? I’m super nervous and can’t make this bad feeling go away and it’s freaking me out.. 😭😭 i May have to have general anesthesia and be put to sleep for it which I’m not looking forward to... any kind words?