butthole help😒

okay guys. about two years ago I’m pretty sure I had hemorrhoids, or at least an anal fissure. it stung badly when I pooped and bled. I ignored it and it eventually got better, sometimes I would still bleed but it was whatever. now I’m 29 weeks pregnant, I know for a fact I have hemorrhoids. I check myself out and I can literally see the swollen, purple, assholes. (Literally)

I’m already insecure about the way it looks because I know it’ll never look normal again & lucky for me my husband lovesssss buttholes, so, that’s embarrassing.

anyways- I’m worried about giving birth with hemorrhoids. I recently told my doctor and she did a quick check, like literally five second check and was just like okay well, take a sitz bath, see you next time!

I am very worried about giving birth with hemorrhoids, I’m worried about the pain, worried they’re gonna bust open and bleed all over the place, I’m just worried. can anyone tell me what it’s like giving birth with hemorrhoids? I can’t imagine it’ll be pleasant lol. I’m worried it’s going to make them so much worse and I thought by telling my doctor she would solve the problem and make them disappear before my due date but that didn’t happen.