Going Back To Work

For a lot of reasons that I won’t bore you with I have to return to work when my baby will be 3 months old. We are fortunate to be able to have a full time nanny however I hate the idea it’s her and not me. I am really battling everyday with this and as it becomes closer and closer to the time I have to go back to work I am getting increasingly more anxious and sad about it. I know this is a struggle that lots of mums go through so I would love some advice