I have Sickle Cell Anemia! I've always been sick as a child! always been skinny as a child but now as an adult, I hate it! I didn't care about when I was a kid! When I was a teenager, it sucked a little! Nothing started on time! My period started when I was 16 or 17! Nothing was normal about me! My confidence is pretty low! I don't feel beautiful at times! I feel "cute", which is what they called me when I was a child! I don't feel pretty or beautiful as a woman! I don't have a body shape! No hips!No chest! NOTTTTHING! It's disappointing and I hate it! No MAN wants me! I attract old men and assholes! 🤷🏾‍♀️