Feeling very emotional my friend just told me she’s expecting....

Hi laddies. We’ve been trying to conceive since December. I have PCOS and it makes it hard to get pregnant. We already have a son that is 6.5 years old. However with PCOS you can get false positive with opk so I checked every day I will get some close high ones but on the 22-24 I got positive ones. And we baby danced 3 days in a row. I’m really hopping we get our bfp. Anyways I’m so emotional because my friend took out her iud the end of May and she’s pregnant. As I’m so happy for her growing family I truly am I feel sad as we’ve been trying and I feel broken, like I don’t work, and upset with myself. I was completely fine but my energy changed when she told me. I was completely distracted as we’re getting married on Friday. But I’m just holding on to hope that this time we’ll get it. Please send words of wisdom, prayers, and positive vibes.