My mum never wanted me?!

So, my brother and my mum currently have a wobbly relationship as they are continuously having ago at one another. Mum keeps telling me EVERYTHING that is going on over and over again and it is actually pissing me off. I know what my brother is like and I know that sometimes people need to rant and I am all ears when it comes to supporting people and listening to their problems but this is literally 24 hours a day and it is beyond the joke now. I explained how I felt about the whole situation and all she said was “I wish I never had you”.

Yes, that hurt quite a bit but we’re currently dealing with a close friend of ours and also my aunt battling with a few days left to live due to cancer so I don’t know wether or not to put her comment down to grief?! I’m trying not to take it to heart but it still is quite painful because I have done so much for her and it almost like nothing is good enough anymore but at the end of the day, despite her kinda bitchy personally and her bitchy remarks, I still love her and she is my mum 😔