Frustrated today... Just need to vent

So I have managed to lose 5 lbs in the past couple weeks but lately have really been struggling to get my workouts in.. baby has been so clingy and breastfed around the clock (breastfeeding has not helped me lose anything). It doesn’t help that my husband travels for work 5-6 days a week so I have zero help when it comes to getting any kind of me time.

I’m just feeling so down today because I haven’t lost much weight since having my third baby and my husband doesn’t get my frustration he just says “you’re beautiful” but it doesn’t make me feel any better. To make matters worse we did family pics last week and I got to see the reality of the spare tire around my midsection and double chin. I have never been this heavy in my entire life so really struggling to lose it.

Thank you for letting me vent