Nervous 😖🤦‍♀️

Okay mamas, I feel really stupid even posting this but I’m a mess. I haven’t worked since my daughter was born a little over 2 years ago. In the next few weeks I will be starting a new full time job & I am SO NERVOUS AND SAD. Her and I are together 24/7 and I know she’s going to cry when I leave her. Am I being absolutely ridiculous?! Why am I so sad?!!! I hate it and I feel so dumb 😂🤦‍♀️🆘 I don’t even want to go back to work, I’m so attached to her and being at the house, but I know it will help me mentally and financially. I’m just so sad about it 😭😭😂 is it normal to be so upset?!!!