Feeling defeated

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I’m feeling so defeated we’ve been trying for almost a year now, i just finished my second round of letrozole 2.5 and no pregnancy. I’m feeling so defeated I’m 31 but I feel like my time is running out especially because I have a really low egg count ovarian reserve. Which scared me to start with when taking letrozole. But with the recent bfn I don’t know what to do next. We go back to the doctor in sept and maybe <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> I was just hoping soo badly that it would happen this month and every time I get a bfn it’s beyond devastating. I just had to vent, I know everyone feels this way at one point. I don’t know how to get my hopes and spirit up again to try again next month just to fail again. It breaks my heart knowing it’s me that’s the failure. Women’s body’s are supposed to be able to have children and my body is just failing me. I’m just so Devastated.