Am i the only parent that is constantly worried about never knowing if you or your child would pass away first and the emotional trauma it would put on the parent or child?

I swear i think bout this once a day. My daughter is my life n i dont wanna miss a day with her. I dont want her to have to go threw the pain of ever losing a parent since im

Her only parent and i would literally kill myself if i was to lose my child first cause no parent should have to burry their child