Should I do it? 🌻

so my school has a cheerleading team and a dance one I think, see here’s the thing I’m considered fat for a 14 turning 15 year old and at my school but I kind of want to try out. And my friends want me to go with them but here’s another thing there like skinny, thick and pretty sooo idk, they probably won’t even let me audition tbh 😂😂 should I do it this year?