Feeling overwhelmed, need support

It’s coming up on 31 weeks with my first pregnancy. I had one miscarriage before, plus I’m 37, so I feel fortunate to be where I am. Having said that, I feel terribly overwhelmed. My morning sickness never went away- I still need nausea meds at least a few times a week. Now I can’t sleep well, which is making it worse. I can barely eat- either I feel immediately full or I’m grossed out by food. Water even tastes gross. I seriously want to cry all the time. I’m uncomfortable, tired, nauseous, and completely overwhelmed. I just want to feel normal, just for an hour or something- no pain, no nausea, no fatigue, no reflux. I feel guilty for looking forward to this being over, but I just haven’t had a day where I didn’t feel sick. Need some support/virtual hugs. Anyone else out there feeling this way?