So, my boyfriend has really bad anxeity. To the point, he's had to skip work. And he says im not being very attentive and not being a good girlfriend. I tend to forget about plans, if there was any. I want to help him. I want to be able to figure out what's wrong without him telling me. This literally always happens. I'm always the person that can't function properly and just be a decent enough person to figure out what's going on. I've never been in this serious of a relationship, and I'm ruining it. I can't grasp onto the fact that he needs me constantly, and I try to be there for him. But I forget about everything. I even forget that i have to work sometimes. There's an age Gap between us. He's 36 and im 19, ill be 20 on the 9th. It'll be our 2 years in November. I'm scared I'm gonna lose him. And in reality i just want to support him and be good to his kids. And be a good step mom. And he's telling me I'm not that supportive and that it's a bad thing I'm forgetful. I just need to know how i can help him and be there for him without having to ask all the time. I'm so bad at it, I really am. I can feel theres something wrong but I can never tell what it is that's wrong. And I'm the bad guy for that. I don't want to lose him, but i can feel him slipping away. Two years, and it's almost gone.