Nightmare...

Im pregnant 23 weeks and some with my daughter.... Her dad is a bad guy. He is involved in a gang he is very gun voilent and well I have no contact with him. He knew she was his but I told him he wasnt the father... I told him because im too scared of sharing her with him he is a monster. I recently had a dream that he came to the hospital after i gave birth and stole her... I was crying and screaming dont take her... She could be raped or drugged or anything by the people he hangs around. I just want whats best for her... I feel like a bad mom... Im really not this will be best for her... He didnt want her anyways told me he wished she was dead.. I

😔😣 It breaks my heart it really fucking does🤦💔