By being with my new boyfriend instead of him.

And my former fwb is a really good guy, and I think he'd be a great boyfriend,

But if I think about it, the relationship would probably bore me :/

I feel so bad for hurting him because I do care a lot for him, I just had no idea how he felt about me... and I didn't think I'd get into a new relationship...

But my new boyfriend is really great, and I feel a little weird dating someone who has some beliefs I don't agree with, but the thing is, it's not boring!

By the way we all work in the same building, so why did I do this?

Anyway, I feel so bad! I didn't want to hurt anyone, my former fwb just laid down his feelings on me today, and like, I feel like I wasted his time and I 100% didn't mean to! I thought he was happy with the situation! We had an understanding! I'm so confused. Why didn't he say anything until now! I thought he'd be slightly disappointed but not really care...

Like, I might have been with him, but I'm with someone I'm happy with and I can't hurt him too now!

But, I guess I have good reasons to pick one over the other, the fwb didn't make time with me and ignored my texts a lot... we only had sex 4 times in 7 months. We both could see other people!

So alright. I can see why people don't do these kinds of relationships lol. I feel like I was misled, so does he :/