I’m just having sm problems with my boyfriend( now ex) but I just don’t know what to do anymore our relationship became so toxic I thought a break up would be better for us but I just cry everyday all day long I’m sf depressed I can’t do it anymore..he’s fine goes out every night literally has 1000 friends and I just cry my self to sleep every night I’m fucking DYING.. if you knew me I’m so sweet always nice and so down to earth and he just puts all are problems on me..anyone who I’ve talked to can agree it’s not my fault I’m with a controlling and abusive asshole..but idk what to do anymore all I want is him back but I hate how much we argue and I hate what we argue about..THE DUBBEST SHIT