I just... I can't with life

Thea • EMC 07/19. CP 11/20. Momma to 😺😺😺😺👼👼

Four weeks out from an EMC, my levels are almost at zero and I have been told I can begin to try again.

My sister (24) had sex for the first time (I know she held off for a long time) with her boyfriend of 1.5 weeks (at the time). She is now 9 days late and worried that she is pregnant.

They have been together for 3 weeks... THREE. And they are so in love and they are going to keepit and raise it, if she is.

Great. Awesome. So happy for you and your 'soulmate'. Meanwhile, I'm over here trying to figure out and process why my husband and I never seem to be the ones.

We are never the ones that get that great job or promotion.

We are never the ones that get that beautiful house.

We are never the ones that get that gorgeous baby.

Life isn't fair and I'm tired of hearing "It will happen when it is suppose to", "It's all a part of Gods plan", "Your just need to have faith".