B/c I’m actually really proud of myself;

I’ve struggled with my weight literally since middle school-a couple times I’ve gotten it in check (and not actually by effort- put myself in some bad situations so I wasn’t getting thin it was more like malnourished)

But I’ve done it all, diets, exercise, creams, you name it I’ve tried it- never made it longer than a month before I got so discouraged from little to no results I threw in the towel thinking why make myself miserable to get no where...

But after the last 2 years I’ve had- losing 2 babies within 6 months, trying for over a year to get pregnant again with no luck, I needed to focus on something else. My body needed a break. My mind needed a break. My heart needed a break.

So somehow this time I’ve actually done it. Been going strong for 3 months, I’m not miserable, I don’t feel like I’m deprived of things, I actually feel like I’ve made lasting habit changes, I’m in a good head space about trying/or not trying for another baby, and

I’m down 31.5 lbs and counting! (201 to 169.5)

So I’m feelin myself and just wanted to share with literally anybody 😂