So recently, I was in love with the most amazing guy. He was sweet and kind. He was a gentlemen. I thought I found the one. I’m sounding pathetic. Especially because I’m so young. But broken hearts hurt. So this guy tells me he loves me. That I’m worth it and I’m beautiful and everything. But he started lying. And those lies hurt. We never dated. We only talked for about 5 months. The situation was hard in the beginning and got easier and then harder. I loved him. Even when he lied. One day I found out that he likes this other girl. I heard he kissed her. That same day I saw him. We hung out and had fun. I didn’t tell him what I knew. I didn’t want to ruin the mood.

He chose her over me. I was his second plate the whole time we were talking. It hurts and it’s been two months without seeing him. Or talking to him. He tells me he loves me, but I don’t believe him.

I wanted to tell my story because it’s hard to keep quiet. Some days I think I moving on and other days I’m crying again. I just came here for support. Am I ever going to move on? I’ve been broken before and it hurts. Especially when the situation is sort of the same. Will I ever be loved the way I love them? Should I change into a cold hearted person?

I know this post is not in order and I’m just jumping from one thought to another. But I need to let this out.

Thank you reading and I hope you can give me some advice to heal this broken heart. 💔