Crush help/advice

I am 15 and going to be a sophomore in high school. In middle school (5th grade), I joined band because my parents made me do an extra circular. Well I have been in band ever since and I really like it, but that isn’t the point. In either the end of 6th grade of the beginning of 7th grade, I developed a crush on this guy that is also in percussion with me. Throughout my crush on him, I have liked a couple other people, but that attraction just faded away. However, I have always liked my crush and never stopped liking him.

I’m sorry if this doesn’t make sense 😂

I’m just wondering what you guys think about this whole situation and would like your input and help/advice.

I also would like to know if it seems like I have a problem with crushing on people and if it seems like I may possibly love him? I know that sounds crazy at 15, but I’m just trying to make sense of this. Or am I just crushing on him really hard?

Thanks! (Sorry for the long post)