Good morning ladies!!

After years of trying to get pregnant I’ve become a little bit over going to other people baby shower and I absolutely hate when people ask when are you going to be next.. I don’t want to be jealous!!I feel Im stuck somewhere in between jealously and happiness for them.. a few months ago both of my coworkers got pregnant and I thought Omg that’s Great!! I was genuinely happy but after one them that knew my infertility problem kept talking to me about what all she is planning for her gender reveal and showing me all the things she ordered (she asked me to make the cupcakes for her gender reveal and I did!! I actually did it with joy. I was there and supportive!! After time went on I started to feel over it..I was over hearing about all day at work.. sometimes when I’m with the out with the my girlfriends they will say “it’s about time for you to give that man a baby” 😡it piss me off so bad! They know I’ve been trying for yrs..so please let’s not bring it up let’s have fun and leave the baby talk alone! I don’t want to be a sour patch but I’m over it at the moment “I’m just having a moment😂 I know I can’t be alone 🥺