Woke up to my birthday today with tears.

I woke this morning with tears, yes it's my birthday and I should be happy and grateful to God. But somehow, it saddens me. My hubby asked me what I want for my birthday. And I said, "if only I could wake up in the morning and discover that my 3 fibroids are gone and I can't feel them any longer". He was shocked and he said I shouldn't say that , he will always be there for me. That the miracle will happen one day. So happy that I got him. I need to carry his baby. It really hurts. All thanks to God for life...